See beauty in imperfection (wabi sabi)

Wabi-sabi is a Japanese concept and aesthetic that embraces the beauty found in imperfection, impermanence, and simplicity. It is rooted in Zen Buddhism, its quintessential example the Japanese tea ceremony. This beautiful tradition emphasizes harmony, respect, purity, and tranquility. Wabi-sabi helps us to appreciate the natural cycles of life and to find meaning in the imperfect and the transient.

I do a number of activities to live wabi sabi.

I embrace imperfection. Persian rug makers are said to always introduce a slight flaw in their work, reasoning that only God is perfect. Also, a work that has no flaws was probably spitted out by a machine. Imperfections in objects and people form make them unique, including my own vices and gaps in knowledge and skills. Embracing imperfection is not a formula for laziness, though. But embracing them gives me a sense of control that I will need to act on them as needed, whether to let them go or to neutralize them. For now.

I live simply. I have what I need — not a lot — and I have few wants: gym membership, books, writing implements, my guitar among them. I need to declutter some parts of my physical and mental space, and balance quantity and quality in the use of my time. Although I have many acquaintances and associates that I spend lots of quality time with, I have few friends, most of whom I see only occasionally.

I try to be present. It can be hard for me sometimes to avoid dwelling on the past or worrying about the future, but I know that this behavior is damaging. To balance these forces, I place quiet moments at strategic points of the day. I pray, have lunch away from the office, go to the gym — without my cell phone on me —, and practice writing and guitar. I value time spent with my few friends even though I do not see them often. I think of nothing else during these times.

I accept impermanence. I recognize that everything in life is transient and fleeting. I am not attached to most possessions, relationships, or achievements. Detachment is not irresponsibility. I protect my property and work like crazy out of personal accountability. I am therefore least attached to honors and accolades — they are the result of others’ opinions of me, I don’t have control or accountability another’s opinions.

I connect with nature. I live and work in a city. Yet even from a cafe table I observe the organic, imperfect beauty of people in their ecosystem, their behavior, their interactions. I observe interactions that suggest symbiosis, mutualism, and even parasitism and predation. On the streets I see life, decay, and renewal, in the closing of businesses and the opening of new ones, in how people dress up to hide their age, or to find mates. And yes, when I get the chance, I also walk through vegetated parks.

I try to cultivate humility. This is not so hard as it sounds once I recognize that I am inescapably imperfect and ever-changing. I’m not what I was yesterday; I’m worse in some ways, better in others. It’s hard sometimes to have self-compassion, especially when I see how little I am in the face of challenges. It can be hard to ask for help, or to understand people who seem to act out of malice or stupidity. I try to assume that everyone, like me, is just trying to solve their problems. I try to learn from my mistakes.

I practice mindfulness and meditation. I treasure the times I spend in prayer, weightlifting, writing and practicing guitar. They’re not pleasant if I also have to respond to my phone. So I hide it. When writing, I sometimes use a software called JDarkroom, an 80’s style interface with no icons. Or best, write long hand on a journal.

I love these activities. Am I healthier, more at peace by doing them?

I don’t know.

(Q.C. 230318)

Miyamoto Musashi on mushin (Part 5 of 5)

Miyamoto Musashi in the chapter on “The Void” in The Book of Five Rings counseled cultivating a mind free from thoughts and distractions to achieve mastery in martial arts and other aspects of life.

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He called this state of mind mushin: a heightened sense of awareness, fluidity, and adaptability by letting go of thoughts — no-mind. In this state, one is fully present and immersed in the current moment, without being influenced by past experiences or future expectations. Mushin enables a person to act and react naturally and spontaneously, allowing them to perform at their highest potential.

Musashi’s key teaching on mushin centered around the Void, or ku. It represents the absence of thoughts, emotions, and preconceived notions, allowing a person to act and react naturally and spontaneously, and even unpredictably. He taught that one should not have a fixed stance or predetermined technique in combat. Instead, by cultivating mushin, a person can adapt and respond to any situation with fluidity and flexibility.

Fluidity and flexibility came from sharpening one’s senses and being aware of the surroundings. In this way one can perceive and react to subtle changes in their environment without being influenced by their thoughts or emotions, particularly fear and anxiety.

He taught the importance of maintaining balance and harmony in all aspects of life to promote a harmonious relationship with oneself and the world, leading to a more fulfilling and meaningful life.

Ordinary life presents many opportunities to practice mushin.

One way is zen meditation, zazen, where one empties the mind of all thought, letting go of attachment to thoughts and emotions. One achieves such as a state by focusing on breathing, and taking in the environment all at once. Breathing is a well known method for calming the mind, relieving stress and promoting mental clarity.

Taking in all the sensations at once at the present, as well as focusing on specific objects or actions in the present, is mindfulness. Mindfulness is conscious and deliberate awareness of every movement involved in tying one’s shoe laces. It is to distinguish individual voices in a crowd, or to work without distractions from the phone or the internet. It is to not think of the past or the future.

One can try to not evaluate or judge experiences, thoughts, and emotions. This helps create a non-dualistic mindset, where one does not label the experience as good or bad. One recognizes that everything is changing and evolving, and that it is best to release all attachment to outcomes and expectations. Non-attachment helps to develop equanimity and mental balance.*

Activities that bring on the state of flow are excellent opportunities to practice mushin. They demand one’s full attention and focus, and include martial arts, painting, or playing a musical instrument. A person in flow becomes fully immersed in the task at hand and loses the sense of self.

The samurai often meditated on the death, not as Westerners would by considering death as a good or bad, but simply as part of changing realities.

Which brings us to the daily experience of the closest thing there is to death: sleep. As we enter into this state, we cannot but detach ourselves from past, present or future, from self. Some might in fact never wake up. But all who have the experience of sleep should be able to get from it a healthy attitude towards death.

(Q.C. 230317)

[*Note: Western culture is not comfortable with a non-dualist mindset. But a path to it is shown by the Taijitu, known in the West as the Yin-Yang symbol. It is a well known symbol consisting of two interlocking shapes, one black (yin) and one white (yang), with a small dot of the opposite color inside each shape. Yin and yang represent opposite yet complementary forces in the natural world, such as light and darkness, hot and cold, or male and female. The dots, on the other hand, suggest that black is in white, white is in black, there is good in evil, and evil in good. Or, more comfortable for the Western mind: there are at least two contrasting sides to any reality.]

Musashi on continuous learning (Part 4 of 5)

Miyamoto Musashi did not specifically use the term “continuous learning,” but his teachings in the Book of Five Rings convey the idea of constant growth and self-improvement.


He wrote: “You must cultivate your wisdom and spirit. Polish your wisdom: learn public justice, distinguish between good and evil, study the Ways of different arts one by one.

There is something to be learned from a rainstorm. When meeting with a sudden shower, you try not to get wet and run quickly along the road. But doing such things as passing under the eaves of houses, you still get wet. When you are resolved from the beginning, you will not be perplexed, though you still get the same soaking. This understanding extends to everything.”

Embrace the mindset of adaptation and learning from different situations. A study of other arts and professions might not get one out of a crisis, but it can broaden perspective, and lead to insights that can be applied to their primary discipline.
Each profession has its specific ways or techniques. Here I will outline 10 and what they can teach.

  1. Musicians: They demonstrate the importance of practice and dedication. They highlight creativity, collaboration, and effective communication.
  2. Athletes: They demonstrate discipline, perseverance, goal-setting, and teamwork. They also teach us how to handle pressure, manage time, and maintain a healthy lifestyle through exercise, good food, and sleep.
  3. Chefs: They demonstrate passion and precision. They emphasize the value of using high-quality ingredients, mastering various techniques, and adapting to different tastes and preferences.
  4. Architects: They demonstrate the importance of planning, attention to detail, and the balance between aesthetics and functionality. They show the value of considering the environment and understanding the needs of clients.
  5. Scientists: They demonstrate the value of curiosity, critical thinking, and systematic problem-solving. They emphasize the value of research, innovation, perseverance in the face of challenges, and respect for the achievements of other scientists past and present.
  6. Teachers: From them we learn the power of empathy, effective communication, and adaptability. They also teach us the importance of continuous learning, patience, and inspiring others.
  7. Visual artists: They showcase the power of creativity, self-expression, and perspective. They also teach us the value of experimentation, resilience, and the ability to find beauty in the ordinary.
  8. Writers: They exemplify the power of storytelling, imagination, and the magic of language. They also highlight the importance of discipline, self-reflection, and the ability to connect with diverse audiences.
  9. Entrepreneurs: They teach us the value of risk-taking, resilience, and adaptability. They also emphasize the importance of networking, resourcefulness, and strategic thinking.
  10. Healthcare professionals. They highlight the importance of empathy, compassion, and effective communication. They also show the value of staying updated on the latest research, maintaining a strong work ethic, and a deep concern for patient well-being.

Musashi’s philosophy encourages practitioners to strive for mastery in their chosen art or discipline. Mastery goes through a long process that begins with imitating the methods of the master, passes through mastering technique, and ends with innovating new methods. At every stage one must be humble and open, and show a desire to persevere through the inevitable obstacles along the way.

Finally, we get an important from the Japanese word for work: shigoto. Literally, this means “a service done for others”. There are few better ways to illustrate the concept than by describing what Japanese train operators do when the train is late: they apologize to the passengers.

At the heart of continuous learning is love for work. A love that does not count the cost or the time. Continuous learning is a way of life. It is as natural as breathing.

(Q.C. 230317)

Musashi on adaptability (Part 3 of 5)

While Musashi didn’t explicitly use the term “adaptability,” he discussed the concept in various ways throughout the book, especially in the chapter on the Water Ring.

Sasaki Kojiro and Miyamoto Musashi duel (13 April 1612) on the island of Ganryu, Japan. Musashi (right) is wielding a wooden sword called a bokken, whereas Kojiro is using a long sword called a nodachi. The statues are in Ganryu. Image: https://www.swordsofnorthshire.com/image/catalog/articles/sasaki%20kojiro%20and%20miyamoto%20musashi%20statue.jpg. Read an account of this famous duel on this site.

One of Musashi’s key teachings is the principle of “suitedness” or “fittingness” (also translated as “accord” or “harmony”). He advised practitioners to adapt their techniques and strategies to fit the specific circumstances and conditions of a given situation. In other words, one should be flexible and versatile to achieve success in combat and in life.

Musashi advised to perceive those things which cannot be seen and to pay attention even to trifles. This is not really possible unless one did NOT think.

A violinist does not think about the position of her fingers; once she becomes conscious of it, she is very likely to make a mistake. By not thinking about her fingers, she can perceive the mood of her listeners, and even when a string might break, none of this consciously. She never tells herself, “I see they don’t like what they’re hearing.”

There may be moments when she is so focused she perceives nothing else but her music. This may be good at some points in the performance, but in martial arts it can be dangerous to have tunnel vision as it might blind you to a flanking attack. This does not mean one cannot have focus.

Here is another story of mushin, no-mind, from the Edo period.

Once there lived a great Japanese chef who happened to fall on the bad side of an arrogant samurai. The latter challenged the chef to a duel of swords; the chef accepted. The problem is he did not know how to use the sword.

So he asks a friend for advice. The friend, a wise samurai, said “This is what you are to do. You must hold the sword above your head like so. Then keep your eyes on your opponent. The moment he steps in, and only then, strike down.”

“Nothing else?”

“Nothing else. You are a great chef. You have everything you need to fight him.”

The day of the duel came. The chef and the arrogant samurai face off, a small crowd in attendance. With sword ready, the samurai slowly circled the chef looking for an opening. The chef just kept his eyes on the samurai, following his movements, sword held steady above his head in striking position. After some time of this the arrogant samurai decided to call it off, sheathed his sword, and left. The chef also put down his sword, gave it to his friend, and also left.

While they were alone, the samurai’s assistant asked, “Sensei, why did you leave the duel? You know the chef doesn’t know how to use the sword.”

“It is true he doesn’t know how to use the sword. But he is a great chef, he knows how to use his mind. Did you see his concentration? I knew for certain that I would not survive the moment I fell within his range.”

Musashi stressed the importance of continuous learning and improvement. He advised students to seek knowledge from various sources and not to limit themselves to a single style or tradition. This openness to learning and growth contributes to one’s adaptability, allowing one to incorporate new techniques and ideas into their own practice.

Adaptability is the image of Water. Water takes the shape of its container. Try to hold it and it just flows through your fingers. It is can be as gentle as a light shower, or as violent as a tsunami.

Be water.

(Q.C. 230316)

Miyamoto Musashi on Self-awareness (Part 2 of 5)

Miyamoto Musashi’s philosophy on self-awareness is rooted in martial arts and strategy. I will use this as the context, although it will be clear that the insights apply to personal growth and self-improvement.

Self-awareness is about knowing oneself. You know your strengths and weaknesses, physical, mental, and emotional. You know your skills, knowledge, virtues and vices. Self-awareness implies your are honest about them, as only true knowledge allows you to use them effectively in real situations, to evaluate your performance, and to identify areas for improvement.

Martial arts develop physical, mental, and emotional discipline. To your understanding of your body’s capabilities, strengths, and weaknesses you also add the feedback of your coach or sensei. Practice leads to better technique, and improves movement, balance, and coordination.

Discipline and perseverance involve overcoming challenges and pushing through physical and mental barriers to increase your strengths and to decrease your weaknesses. Exposure to a variety of obstacles enables the martial artist to test his skills in techniques and to match them to the situation. A martial artist uses success and failure as feedback, perhaps the failure being the more informative.

Martial arts also train you to manage your emotions, especially in high-pressure situations. Fear can paralyze you. Or distract you from your goal, sap your strength, lead you to defeat via the path of least resistance. Something as simple as eye contact with a bigger person can trigger fear. Martial artists learn not to bury fear under the rug, but to recognize it, to use it as a sensor for information you need to craft an effective response.

Many martial arts include mindfulness and meditation practices. These practices train you to be comfortable with your body, mind, and heart, to be confident regardless of what you might feel or think. It is said that samurai are trained not to think about death, but only about cutting. How do they train themselves? By thinking about death all the time. They are already dead even before a battle starts.

Martial arts emphasize humility and respect for others, especially to one’s superiors. The learner goes through imitation, practice, and innovation — a proud student will not get past imitation. If he reaches innovation, the proud student will think there is nothing amiss with his idea whatsoever. Humility and respect make it possible to learn from one’s opponents, who often fill gaps that friends are just too familiar to provide.

Sparring and competitions allow you to test your skills in unscripted situations. I know someone who deliberately picked fights just to practice; I presume he found sparring still too simulated.
By consistently practicing martial arts and exercising discipline, humility, and mindfulness, your body, mind, and heart will achieve power through choreography. One who uses brute force with bad form is inferior to one who applies moderate force with precise form. Especially if that precision is not the result of conscious thinking.

This is mushin.

I conclude this commentary with Musashi’s advice to do nothing which is of no use.

There is in the world gain and loss. Although different people will value them differently, for every person a clear distinction between gain and loss is defined by that person’s goals. An action either leads to the person’s goal or away from it. Although a person may choose to move away from a minor goal, he does so with potentially great damage with regard to an important goal.

With respect to the highest goals, an action away from it can set the person on the path to losing his ideals. Such ideals define us so well that to lose them would mean losing our life, through a process of bleeding out. Character is like precious fluid stored in fragile vessels of clay that can break. Training aims to make this vessel stronger or to keep it away from such dangers. But all that training fails if the vessel intentionally or by weakness pokes holes in itself. The only recourse is to repair.

But it’s far cheaper to not even think a dishonest or ignoble thought. Have you heard of the 1-10-100 rule? It costs $1 to prevent damage, $10 to repair it, and $100 to repair the damage done to the world by a broken machine.

Hence, do nothing which is of no use.

(Q.C. 230315)

The Combat Philosophy of Miyamoto Musashi (Part 1 of 5)

Miyamoto Musashi (1584-1645) was a legendary swordsman, philosopher, and strategist. His birth name was Shinmen Takezō, but he became known as Miyamoto Musashi after adopting the name of his home province.

Musashi was trained in swordsmanship from an early age. He fought his first duel at the age of 13, defeating a skilled opponent, which marked the beginning of his long and storied career as a duelist. Over his lifetime, Musashi is said to have engaged in over 60 duels, undefeated.

Musashi traveled across Japan throughout his life, challenging and defeating skilled swordsmen and refining his own techniques. He developed a fighting style that used two swords simultaneously, known as Niten Ichi-ryū. This style became one of his most significant contributions to Japanese martial arts.

Musashi was also a philosopher and artist. He is most famous for his work, “The Book of Five Rings” (Go Rin No Sho), a treatise on strategy, tactics, and martial arts philosophy. Written towards the end of his life, the book has become a classic and remains influential in various fields, including business and military strategy.

“The Book of Five Rings” (Go Rin No Sho) is divided into five sections or “rings.” Each ring represents an element in nature and a corresponding aspect of warfare.

  1. Earth Ring: This section covers the basics of martial arts and the foundations of strategy. Musashi emphasizes understanding one’s own abilities and limitations, as well as those of the opponent, to achieve victory.
  2. Water Ring: Focused on fluidity and adaptability, this ring teaches the importance of adjusting one’s techniques to different situations. It also discusses the concept of “no-mind” (mushin), where a warrior acts intuitively and spontaneously without conscious thought.
  3. Fire Ring: This section deals with the heat of battle and the need for decisive action. Musashi explains the importance of speed, timing, and taking the initiative to seize control of a fight.
  4. Wind Ring: Here, Musashi examines the various martial arts styles and their strengths and weaknesses. He encourages the reader to learn from other styles but cautions against becoming attached to a single approach.
  5. Void Ring: The final section is a reflection on the nature of existence and the transcendent aspects of martial arts. Musashi delves into the idea that a true warrior must move beyond technique to reach a state of spiritual enlightenment.

Miyamoto Musashi’s philosophy emphasizes adaptability, self-awareness, and continuous learning to achieve mastery in combat and life. I will discuss these aspects in the following four posts, ending with the concept of mushin, the aim of all training. In order:

A. Self awareness

  1. Do not think dishonestly.
  2. Distinguish between gain and loss in worldly matters.
  3. Do nothing which is of no use.

B. Adaptability

  1. Perceive those things which cannot be seen.
  2. Pay attention even to trifles.
  3. Develop intuitive judgment and understanding for everything.

C. Continuous learning

  1. The Way is in training.
  2. Become acquainted with every art.
  3. Know the Ways of all professions.

D. No-mind, mushin

Miyamoto Musashi died in 1645 at the age of 61, probably of an illness, having spent the last years of his life in solitude, focusing on meditation, writing, and perfecting his martial arts. He died in a cave known as the Reigandō, located in the mountains near Kumamoto, Japan.

I learned a lot from improv

Earlier today I had a problem with inertia. I just told myself to focus on starting something simple: open the folder, click on one. Then the rest took care of itself. Really, the hardest thing is to start. Neurologically, there’s pain, a pain with no physical basis. So once the mind saw it, the illusory pain kind of disappeared.

People. My anxiety with people sometimes causes that kind of pain. However, actually dealing with people does not always make the pain go away as easily as opening a file. I can’t expect to “let the script unfold”. How to expect the unexpected? That’s why I joined an improv class.

We called ourselves One Cheap Uncle. We were under the umbrella of Third World Improv (https://thirdworldimprov.com/about-us/)

One Cheap Uncle (June, 2019), with our teacher Monica Cordero-Cruz (in the pink T-shirt) of SPIT, who at 16 years is the longest running performing improv group in the country. I’m at the extreme left.

Let’s begin with the mindset. The proper mindset consists of four words:
A) “Yes, and…”,
B) “Commit”
C) “No mistakes, only unexpected results”, and
D) “My truth”.

At One Cheap Uncle we always said “Yes, and…”. “I’m an overweight janitor.” [I see you’re committed to that.] “Yes, and I’m a drunk salesclerk.” [I commit to that on my part.] “I throw this broom into the air, and it becomes a sword.” “Yes, and now I grab the sword and use it to slice a carrot.” Yes moved the scene forward. It made us commit to what we thought up. It also caused us to trust that anything we said would be built upon, not shot down.

We kept telling ourselves, at One Cheap Uncle we make no mistakes, only unexpected results.” “My truth” is, strictly, mine; my partner can only do his or her best to try to understand it and respond to it, as I do the same. The result of our dialogue is thus no longer just “my truth” or “his truth” but “our truth”.

The joy of improv is that neither the players nor the audience really knows how “our truth” is going unfold.

Improv takes place within a game that has simple rules. For example, the game of taking imaginary things out of a bag, giving it to another person, who then manipulates it, with none of you speaking. Additional rules include having a fixed time to interact, and ensuring language is not offensive.

The biggest skill here is not to overthink. Part of not overthinking is to be conscious of the time yet not watch the time. One cannot focus on time and message.

How did we think about wit? We did not think of wit, i.e., the quality of what we said or did, the quality of our “performance”. We got around a self conscious attention to quality by getting comfortable with messy or clean. Wit is entertaining when it happens, but an exchange even without much wit is very entertaining.

How did we think about propriety? We tried not to offend, even in the wacky art of improv where the name of the game is anything goes. In fact, we called ourselves One Fat Uncle, but we did not want to make fun of fat people. We never thought about intentionally offending, and the audience knew everyone was just having fun. In any case, we never got feedback that we offended anyone. If you can’t take it, don’t watch.

How did we think about self esteem? We never thought about it.

Life itself can be much more fun if we did not feel we were being watched and that from morning to evening we had to perform. It’s not my profession, but I conduct my ethics class as a simulation, improv.

I keep getting unexpected results.

(Q.C. 200801)

Every accomplishment is worth 1 point

Any successful professional is a leader, who must stand up and show others that what he does, thinks, and says has value. Everyone has value, but leaders seem to have a value-added, courage. Courage enables the leader to make himself heard. And to be the first to defend himself.

These ideas are found in art, in science, in the spiritual life. Most people will shrink from the possibility of opposition, and some will give up at its first signs. Some will persist and find themselves growing, giving them even more courage and success as leaders.

Yet some who have reached great heights still lose the dream.

Why does a person lose ambition and drive? It varies from person to person.

  1. Burnout: One works too hard for too long without taking enough breaks or self-care. Work is no longer a pleasure, causing only exhaustion, lack of motivation, and feelings of apathy.
  2. Lack of purpose: Perhaps through a big failure or disappointment, people lose their sense of purpose or direction in life. Without a clear goal or sense of meaning, everything is the same, including staying in place.
  3. Fear of failure: Risk before reward, but people may avoid taking risks because they are afraid of falling short or not living up to their own or others’ expectations.
  4. Mental health issues: Depression, anxiety, or chronic stress can sap a person’s energy and motivation. Medication can help.
  5. Life changes: Major life changes such as loss of a job, divorce, or the death of a loved one can impact a person’s ambition and drive by any one of the other issues on this list. Feelings of uncertainty and loss can make it difficult to find the energy to pursue goals and passions.
  6. Aging: People may experience a decline in energy levels and physical abilities as they age.

Some life changes are true cataclysms that change the idea one had about how life should turn out. Aging affects everyone, too, but how dramatically depends in part to genetics and in part to the environment and lifestyle choices. Burnout seems to strike the more “successful” among us, whereas fear of failure might have a personality component.

There are ways to get back one’s lost dreams.

Somewhere along the way of my profession I discovered two passionate activities: drawing and writing. I produced one plate per day for more than two years, that’s how passionate I was. And it was useful during the pandemic. But it did little to directly contribute to my regular professional activities. In contrast, writing is part of my professional activities. I simply discovered a process that made it more fun. My goal now is to post every day for at least two years, plus all the other professional writing.

Writing is now my main hobby. Drawing isn’t. Weightlifting and bossa nova guitar are still there.

Hobbies help to keep dreams alive. Writing for me leads to direct outputs; weightlifting gives me an occasion to oxygenate my brain and to flood my bloodstream with endorphins, while bossa nova guitar trains my concentration, with great benefit to my professional activities.

Other ways for rediscovering purpose include:

  1. Find inspiration: Look for inspiration from people you admire or from stories of others who have achieved success in their endeavors. I find a lot of my inspiration from writers of non-fiction. Seeing output in the form of posts, a guitar performance, and a personal record at the gym create a sense of achievement that I’m able to transfer to other aspects of my life.
  2. Take a break: This is the function of weightlifting for me. I also bring around a notebook and a fountain pen, to write anywhere. Friends for dinner, and more recently, to watch a jazz concert are also greatly satisfying, not just for me.
  3. Focus on personal growth: I pay a monthly gym membership fee, but I do not consider it an expense. I consider it an investment, well spent because I work out thrice a week. I am learning a foreign language, Portuguese, because of bossa nova. And writing everyday is making it easier for me to write at all. Again, success in these areas inspire me to invest in growth in my own science. I’m thinking even of putting up a small business activity, but I’m not rushing it.
  4. Surround yourself with positive people: We cannot understate the importance of having good friends and good colleagues. Their energy and enthusiasm can be contagious, and they can help you stay focused on your goals.

Some say that hobbies can be distracting. Yes, if one does not distinguish a hobby from a business. One should not approach them in the same way. Thus, my science is a business as is some of my writing. Some of my writing is a hobby, as is bossa nova and guitar. The difference lies in how we measure accomplishment.

How do I put a value to what I accomplish?

I can think of two ways to look at that question: as male or as a female. This is the difference. For a male, giving his girlfriend 365 roses on her birthday is the same as giving her 1 rose everyday for a year. For the woman, these are not the same: her boyfriend gets 365 points a year for giving her 1 rose daily, but only 1 point a year for giving the 365 roses only on her birthday.

I think the male calculation is better for things one considers as business. I publish at least 1 paper a year for merit promotions, or meet my classes at specific times and only on schedule. But for the things one loves I think the female calculation is better. I love writing, I write everyday. I love weightlifting, I lift thrice a week. I love bossa nova, I play everyday.

We would do the things we loved all the time if possible.

But, does this not force burnout on a leader, who must defend his ground against the unavoidable opposition? Do you expect a leader to enjoy it?

But there’s no contradiction. The leader who loves his work loves his message and what he can learn; he thinks little about convincing others. He defends his ideas not as a chore, but as an exercise in self-expression and the opening of his soul. The daily fighter, provided the struggle doesn’t burn him out, accumulates success whether or not he is able to convince others.

A man who loved sales would make twice as many cold as his peers. As a business man, he would also have his eyes on the bottom line; he must make a sale to survive. Same passion, two outlooks. Some of the things we do we will carry out only for business, and we have to carry them out as if we loved them.

When I look at a good leader, I find it hard to say where love ends and business begins.

(Q.C. 230313)

We stayed Up All Night at a Jazz Cafe

March 11, 2023, me and two friends watched a gig by the jazz quartet Up All Night at the Tago Jazz Cafe in Quezon City.

Raymund P and daughter Jenny were in Manila for two days. Jenny is a science colleague; she was accompanied by her dad to take her oath as a new member of the National Research Council of the Philippines the day before, Friday.

We first had dinner at Cafe Adriatico in Gateway. The restaurant is known for its Spanish fusion cuisine. We ordered arroz a la cubano, beef salpicao, and salmon. Afterwards, dessert. I ordered Spanish chocolate, which was not on the menu but is why I go to this restaurant.

After that we went to watch the 9 pm show at the Tajo Jazz Cafe a few minutes drive away.

Jenny — an artist and a scientist — insisted we go here. And she’s right to. Tago Jazz Cafe is one of the best jazz bars in the country. It is intimate, artistic, and accessible. It’s not an exclusive club, but you have to reserve seats before going there. The owner, Nelson Gonzales, personally greeted us, as he does for all the guests. Nelson himself is a professional jazz drummer.

The three of us had a great time that evening, from Adriatico to Tago, since we shared many strong interests like music, athletics, and intellectual challenges. Jenny and I are scientists, Raymund is a finance executive. Jenny and Raymund are into yoga and running, Jenny and I are into weightlifting and drawing. Raymund and I are into guitar, Raymund and Jenny are into dance. And so on.

We had great fun with the jazz. Up All Night had Rey Vinoya on drums, Dave Harper on bass, Mike Lichtenfeld on keyboards, and Alvin Cornista on saxophone. They played standards in an exploratory way. I only recognized one by name, Insensatez, music by Tom Jobim (lyrics by Vinicius de Moraes, but Up All Night did not have a vocalist). Their finale was a Wayne Shorter piece, in honor of the great saxophonist who had just died on March 2, 2023 at the age of 90.

Aside from meeting Jenny and a new friend, her dad, I was just glad to return to Tago. First time for me here since the start of the pandemic in 2020, when they had just finished renovating the place: adding a real stage, putting a mezanine, expanding the space. Now they also have a new business model, which I’m happy for. I understand many artists, including those in Tago, found ways to perform. I don’t like online concerts, where the artists are in their separate studios. Tago concerts in Tago are the best. No masks, which is great!

What’s next? I’d like to see the Blue Rats again in Makati.

Tago Jazz Cafe is located on 14 Main Ave., Cubao, Quezon City. Contact them on Instagram, Facebook, or through 0917 138 5299. Remember to reserve first.

(Q.C. 230312)